Peace

I have talked before about people being the different colored threads in the weave of our life. My belief fits right in with that 'old proverb'. The tapestry that is our past is filled with different colors and patterns depending on the people we meet. Some come and stay, some stay for only a moment. But they all color our lives somehow.

That is difficult presently. It is telling me at times to not move forward. Then yes, keep moving forward. Other times it is telling me certain things are not going to work out as I hope. If I listened to the above post, my life would do a 360 turn right now. Back to how it was. Is it intuition or fear? I am betting on fear. There is usually a peace when you follow your intuition.

I know I am speaking in riddles. But some of my private life, present and past remains just that, private.  But I will say I think things are moving in the right direction and suddenly I see something or hear something that makes me think I am totally living in a fantasy world and being like a mushroom, kept in the dark and fed B.S. by myself and life outside. Lying to myself instead of looking at what is. Questions met with unknowns. So why ask questions? My mind runs in circles, never really finding peace, just eventually I shut it down. I do what I have always done, and I might add, is not a good coping mechanism. I retreat into myself, do what I must and try going forward one day at a time trying to stay positive enough to do this blog and the page. Don't we all pretend everything is just 'fine' and we are doing ok? It seems to be the nature of the beast, only to later decide all is just really ok and I was letting fear and doubt take over my thoughts. Ahhh circles, flowing forms and no sharp turns.

Some of us have no choice but to be weird and random. Others are so 'put together'. Which are you? I am the first part. No doubt.

Well, it is my hope that I discover my wings. Change seems to be a given 100% of the time, so it is time to find my wings for that 100% of time. 

Yes, we went over that above. But I will try. In the interim, it is a good post for everyone else. 

Each thought, action and step forward can change our future. What a powerful and deep thought. But if I worry about it now, I may do something later today that will change it yet again. I do believe there is a definite plan for each of us. Some call it fate, others God, Higher Power... whatever you call it, know it is out there.

Now that I have again come full circle, from peace to peace and hope, my wish for you is peace today and the entire week coming up. It is Thanksgiving week, a lot of stress and work coming. May you find peace and joy this week in all you do and enjoy your time while doing it.